Depression: How to cope (Serious question)

[MKULTRA1138]

Keep trying! Thats all you or anyone can do when going through the hard times. Just try to keep yourself busy like I stated in an earlier post. If ya don't feel like going out and socializing just pop on Dawn of the Dead(1978 as if I need to say it!) and chill out for a bit. Try keeping a journal of your thoughts too and write about the things that are bothering you. I stated earlier that I am in recovery for drugs and alcohol and writing about it has helped me tremendously! I've been clean for about 20 months now and part of that I attribute to writing. Just keep trying! If ya need to vent send me a pm or an email @ mjk113876@aol.com. My names Matt by the way

[kortick]

hang in there cyotic i meant what i said in the PM you will make it thru and tom was simply showing that you can get over even the worst of situations that nothing no matter how bad is an excuse to give up surely others can see past their dislike for him to realise that dont turn this serious thread into a flame it is beyond disgusting to do that and HLS i am sorry about what happened not knowing things makes it harder cuz you think maybe you could have done something....

[HLS]

hang in there cyotic i meant what i said in the PM you will make it thru and tom was simply showing that you can get over even the worst of situations that nothing no matter how bad is an excuse to give up surely others can see past their dislike for him to realise that dont turn this serious thread into a flame it is beyond disgusting to do that and HLS i am sorry about what happened not knowing things makes it harder cuz you think maybe you could have done something.... I been aware of Toms situation and I admire his strength to get threw it. Life is very hard. Everyone has their problems. Life is never perfect. I spoke to Cykotic this morning and he is doing better. He is a very nice guy. I am sure everyones feedback has lifted up his spirits. Heidi

[Cykotic]

It's been a while since I last posted in this topic... so here's a little update! I've been feeling a lot better thanks to members of this site (They Know who they are!!)... Just thought I would share.... HPOTD 4ever!!!

[dmbfanintn]

I don't see how adrenochrome was trying to turn this into a discussion about his problems. He was just stating something tragic that he went through and how he is able still live his life today. And yes tragedy can be overcome. I don't think that what I have gone through in my life is any worse or any less than what every other man,woman,child,rock,dog, goldfish, etc. has gone through. Problems are problems and pain is pain. It's what you do with them and it's what you learn from the whole experience that counts. He wasn't, I viewed it as a constructive example of what can happen to someone to cause depression and how they worked their way out of it. deadwrtr is an AZZ who has a complex with Adrenochrome. I think he has a crush on him, because it is almost as if he follows Andro around these boards and looks for something to bash him on. I am know I ma going to get bashed for this one, (phuck all ya'll) but I am going to offer it up anyway. I have suffered depression for years as well. None of the zombie indusing drugs the drs have ever put me on worked so now I "self-medicate" if you will. I get up a 5:00 every morning and stretch, walk/run for 45 mintues on my treadmill, and every night (almost) I sit back, alone, in a dim lit room with a choice of music (it varies) and have a nice fat spliff of some indica cannabis. One day cannabis will put all the anti-dep drugs out of business! Flame away beeaatches!

[bassman]

One day cannabis will put all the anti-dep drugs out of business! Flame away beeaatches! Haha....very true. All you need is some bud and music that interests you. Learning to play an instrument is also very helpful. "music is what I need to keep my sanity"

[Adrenochrome]

Flame away beeaatches! To start, Glad to see you're doing well Cyk! Now, on to other things... Flaming!........and not in the "old troll Queen" since. I'm a firm believer in "self medication" (and therapy), as well, my friend. As far as deadwrtr is concerened.....bah....he's just lonely....so, I shall sing him a song.... Ladies and Gentlezombies, I give you "Only The Lonely" by Roy Orbison - Dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah Ooh-yay-yay-yay-yeah Oh-oh-oh-oh-wah Only the lonely Only the lonely (dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah) Know the way I feel tonight (ooh-yay-yay-yay-yeah) Only the lonely (dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah) Know this feelin’ ain’t right (dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah) There goes my deadwrtr There goes my heart They’re gone forever So far apart But only the lonely Know why I cry Only the lonely Dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah Ooh-yay-yay-yay-yeah Oh-oh-oh-oh-wah Only the lonely Only the lonely Know the heartaches I’ve been through Only the lonely Know I cried and cried for you Maybe tomorrow A new romance No more sorrow But that’s the chance - you gotta take If your lonely heart breaks Only the lonely Dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah

[dmbfanintn]

To start, Glad to see you're doing well Cyk! Now, on to other things... Flaming!........and not in the "old troll Queen" since. I'm a firm believer in "self medication" (and therapy), as well, my friend. As far as deadwrtr is concerened.....bah....he's just lonely....so, I shall sing him a song.... Ladies and Gentlezombies, I give you "Only The Lonely" by Roy Orbison - Dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah Ooh-yay-yay-yay-yeah Oh-oh-oh-oh-wah Only the lonely Only the lonely (dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah) Know the way I feel tonight (ooh-yay-yay-yay-yeah) Only the lonely (dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah) Know this feelin’ ain’t right (dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah) There goes my deadwrtr There goes my heart They’re gone forever So far apart But only the lonely Know why I cry Only the lonely Dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah Ooh-yay-yay-yay-yeah Oh-oh-oh-oh-wah Only the lonely Only the lonely Know the heartaches I’ve been through Only the lonely Know I cried and cried for you Maybe tomorrow A new romance No more sorrow But that’s the chance - you gotta take If your lonely heart breaks Only the lonely Dum-dum-dum-dumdy-doo-wah I think I just felt a single tear stream down my cheek! You have quite the beautiful singing voice Adreno, you better watch the singing, you're only going to strengthen that crush!

[Adrenochrome]

I think I just felt a single tear stream down my cheek! You have quite the beautiful singing voice Adreno, you better watch the singing, you're only going to strengthen that crush! **blushes and pulls down his skirt** Well, see........I posted that and got to thinkin'........"oldies" Then, into my head popped...... I Wish - by Stevie Wonder --- (the "sneak up" with the drums.....classic) So, I downloaded it. At one time Stevie Wonder put out some El Kick Ass-io songs! (gosh, hope I didn't offend anyone with my faux Spanish) lyrics (duh, obviously) -- I suggest cranking it if ya got it! (and dance as it plays) Looking back on when I Was a little nappy headed boy Then my only worry Was for Christmas what would be my toy Even though we sometimes Would not get a thing We were happy with the Joy the day would bring Sneaking out the back door To hang out with those hoodlum friends of mine Greeted at the back door With "boy thought I told you not to go outside," Tryin' your best to bring the Water to your eyes Thinkin' it might stop her From woopin' your behind I wish those days could come back once more Why did those days ev-er have to go I wish those days could come back once more Why did those days ev-er have to go Cause I love them so Brother says he's tellin' 'Bout you playin' doctor with that girl Just don't tell I'll give you Anything you want in this whole wide world Mama gives you money for Sunday school You trade yours for candy after church is through Smokin' cigarettes and writing something nasty on the wall (you nasty boy) Teacher sends you to the principal's office down the hall You grow up and learn that kinda thing ain't right But while you were doin'it-it sure felt outta sight I wish those days could come back once more Why did those days ev-er have to go I wish those days could come back once more Why did those days ev-er have to go

[deadwrtr]

I think I just felt a single tear stream down my cheek! You have quite the beautiful singing voice Adreno, you better watch the singing, you're only going to strengthen that crush! Who has the crush? I have never complimented on his singing... you, however... hmmm...

[Adrenochrome]

Quite the beautiful singing voice? What a compliment! Adreno must be swooning about now! You're not gay, right? Anyone who lusts after Adrenowarts' attention like you've done over and over wants something. You seem to enjoy performing fellatio on Adrenochrome. You say I have a crush on him? Frankly, washed up old has beens with no creative talent or originality seem to be your particular brand of Earl Grey. So drink up! LOL......wow.........I'm tellin' ya........this niggah got me trippin! (I can say "niggah" because I'm a "card carrying N-G-Dawg -- my chicka is a darkie....*She made me type that**) Dude. You really need to stop and think. funny how I'm ignored and sh*t, mutha fu*a p*r**t as*, mu*ha *ucker! Yet you still se my sh*t.....want a date? **twirls the feather cap in my hand***

[deadwrtr]

LOL......wow.........I'm tellin' ya........this niggah got me trippin! (I can say "niggah" because I'm a "card carrying N-G-Dawg -- my chicka is a darkie....*She made me type that**) Dude. You really need to stop and think. Words to live by... words to live by. Troll.

[Adrenochrome]

Words to live by... words to live by. Troll. **swoons** you had me at "words". **falls in your lap Bette Davishly**

[dmbfanintn]

Who has the crush? I have never complimented on his singing... you, however... hmmm... As hard as that may have been for your feeble mind to grasp, it was a sarcastic joke. OBVIOUSLY we can't actually HEAR Adreno's voice over a freakin message board genius! BTW: Why did you puss out on the original post? and the fact that I reply to some of Adreno's postings means absolutely nothing considering that there are about 100 (give or take 1000) folks on here that I also reply to, HOWEVER, it does seem like ever time YOU come into a topic that Andreno has posted to, you feel compelled to say something nasty to him, usually unprovoked! I ain't the only one round these parts that see you doing it either! now, in the infamous words of YOUR beloved andrenochrome: "shoo, go play!"

[deadwrtr]

As hard as that may have been for your feeble mind to grasp, it was a sarcastic joke. OBVIOUSLY we can't actually HEAR Adreno's voice over a freakin message board genius! BTW: Why did you puss out on the original post? Well, in retrospect, I decided you weren't worthy of that long of a message. So, I trimmed it down, cutting out the big words so you wouldn't get all confused and have to ask Adreno to help you understand. After all, your name is dmbfanintn. Just trying to be helpful. and the fact that I reply to some of Adreno's postings means absolutely nothing considering that there are about 100 (give or take 1000) folks on here that I also reply to, HOWEVER, it does seem like ever time YOU come into a topic that Andreno has posted to, you feel compelled to say something nasty to him, usually unprovoked! You sound pretty defensive there... you haven't come out to your parents yet, I take it? I ain't the only one round these parts that see you doing it either! now, in the infamous words of YOUR beloved andrenochrome: "shoo, go play!" Yeah, those sure are words to live by. I had put Adreno on ignore and just wasn't going to respond to any more of his troll posts, but imagine my surprise finding my name mentioned in a message "you" quoted from your darling Adrenochrome, in some lame, sarcastic attempt to do .. who the hell knows? I guess I'm just not strong enough to ignore both of you idiots completely. One more clue: Now you're using his words? Imitation is the highest form of flattery... but you know that, don't you?